Friday 4 May 2012

complicated LIFE




can you see the picture?
yes,my body is getting thinner, Idk why. My mom just noticed that my body is getting smaller and she worried about me. Dia takut aku kena tuberculosis.Nahhhh ,I have asthma,i cough a lot during the morning and at night. For the last year i have been coughing non stop 24/7 feels like i need to cough something up nothing comes up, i have coughed so much my jaws hurt. normal kah itu?
i skip many appointment from doctor . they just gave me the same medical,no use aite? I still in the same condition. My asthma wont let me gooo,please lah aku dah cukup tersekse dari last year macamni je :/ hmm. Ive also noticed that some of my pants that use to fit me tight are now loose. I'm happy with that,like seriously :D but at the same time i'm scared. haha
btw,aku tak tidur dari semalam.sumpah sekarang ni badan aku PENAT sangat. URGHH! my life is so complicated without him,i cant sleep well. I want to fall asleep in your arms bucukk ,i miss you soo much :'(  aku tidur 2jam je dlm masa 2 hari nie. New record duh.